Posted by: Ken Wheatley | November 15, 2009

15 minutes

As midnight draws closer I’m getting anxious and panicked again. It’s like losing her all over.

Earlier tonight I was looking at the “wallpaper” photo I have on my computer desktop. It was taken when we stayed at a B&B in Maine. We were standing outside our cottage and the owner took a picture of us. Heads touching. Big smiles.

I was looking at her beautiful blue eyes in the photo when I remembered how about this time two months ago I was leaning against her bed, holding her face in my hands and looking into her eyes as her breathing slowed to a stop. When she passed away her eyes immediately dilated, as if to say goodbye.

Five minutes…time to hug the urn…



  1. just want to say “love you” Ken!

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